I've been with my husband for 13 years. He is bipolar so there are days when he is wonderful and days when he is a complete asshole. I've looked up the definition of mental and emotional abuse and I realize now I'm living in this hell everyday. Little things like, last night he wanted to go to the casino. I asked him, "what about the kids?" (all three of our kids are sick) so he tells me "none of them want me so I might as well go, even though our three year old kept crying for him. So then I say "we don't have the money for this" and he starts going off about how I blow money and I'm like, yeah for diapers, medicine and food. I am miserable. I hate not feeling loved while everyone thinks he is such a good guy. I hate that my three year old son thinks it's ok to yell at me because that's what daddy does. But, I'm also a SAHM so I have no income of my own. I just don't know what to do.
on Jul. 19, 2013 at 8:30 AM