I am here just asking for advice or anything..
I am a mom of 3 kids ages 8, 7 (has bipolar, adhd, odd, ptsd) & 6yr old. Went thru complete hell with their bio father with abuse.. wont go into details but my kids suffererd a lot more and still are. Recently married, been with this guy for 2yrs, kids love him to death, call him daddy and he is great with them. Problem is he was a drug addict in the past and alcoholic. recently he started drinking again, i gave him a choice either the bottle or us his family. Well 2nights ago we were argueing and he started drinking at 9am yesterday and got so drunk that he got very ignorant with me then went into an emotional stage. I make him go into the bedroom when kids got home from school bc my kids been thru enough and i dont want them seeing that. I go in to check on him about an hour later and he slit his wrist multiple times ( this is the 2nd time since we have been together hes tried killing himself). He is ok. He's in hospital.
I am so unsure what to do! I dont want this life anymore. Im now trapped, I dont work bc of my medical condition and a lot of issues with my daughter. Only money we have is her ssi and thats it. My husband does work and makes very good money but i want out of this i think.... We live in country and i dont drive, theres nothing around for me to walk to to get a job. Im litterally stuck! I dont know what to do. Im tired of hurting and crying and its not fair to my kids at all! we deserve better i think i just want to be alone with my kids again but i dont know how to do it.
I dont know... sorry this is so long, any advice would help thanks Amy