I am pregnant with a new baby, and due in August. We weren't really trying. I was on the mini pill until theyif the damage that ha could figure out ppened when i had the Mirena was to much for me to be able to conceive again. Well it obviously wasnt haha. I have a 1 year old DS. I feel guilty about having to leave him when i go in for my csection. I won't beable to hold him since i won't be allowed to pick up anything more than 20 lbs and he's already 20 lbs. I'm also scared about how he is going to do with another little one around. My biggest fear is that something happens to me. I know that may be a little bit crazy but the thought of anything happening scares me. Any advice? anyone else felt this way?