Delia rose is gonna be 5 months already on the 30th of this month, and I cannot believe it. The time has flown by. With the rough times she went through in the nicu, then to come home and have an even harder time adjusting. And just thinking of the fact that I actually said that I wish she wasn't born when I was suffering PPD , cuz she wasn't sleeping-- well, it just breaks my heart. I love her with everything in me, and I just really want to cherish these moments... My baby girl, mommy loves you more than you can know...and I'm so sorry for your unfortunate beginning of your precious life, but am so thankful things are so much better now and you show me that everyday by grinning up at me with your beautiful face... Luv u Deeli..