I'm just so sad right now. I just got off the phone with my baby girl's Dr. and Nurses. We had a conference call so the Dr. could update me on her progress which I already knew most of because I ask constantly. She was born on the 13th and is 5 weeks premature. She had a little lung prematurity and was on oxygen for a few days. She has been off of that for a couple of days now. She is doing well, the only thing she has to work on now is eating from the bottle and not using the tube. I am not worried about her health because I know she is dong great but I am just so sad because I want her home with me. The dr. said this morning that she would probably be in the NICU for another week or so, so that means I won't have her home for Christmas unless she comes home that day. I just can deal with this. You would think that I would be happy that she's at least doing well but I am so lost without her. It's hard for me to see her more than once a day because I have 3 other kids and one vehicle and my husband works at 5am!! They want me to try to be there for as many of her feedings as I can to get her to start eating from the bottle more. This will be tricky because of the kids and transportation. I'm just so upset. I understand she needs to be there until she is completely ready to go home but I can't help but feel this way.