Hey guys, what's happening on your agenda today? Mine has been pretty much boring, because of the cold and the rain. Well I'm trying to stay warm. It's cold out here, I live towards L.A. You'd think it would be sunny, lol. Well anyways I took the hpt (actually two of them) today. The result was a bfn and the next one was a bfn also. I don't understand it. The first test I took was positive, and I read it within the time limit. Now ten days later it reads a negative. I 'm upset but, I'm not going to let it bother me. I'am somewhat mad at the man above he knows how bad my boyfriend and I want this baby. He just seems like he won't give it to us at all. I said I wasn't going to cry and I haven't I'm just going to be humble about it all. I still believe I'am b/c how can you be pregnant then not I mean there's signs there and some not. Like today I feel like I'm going to start my period but nothing strong you know. Just some twinges on the side of my abdomen, just above your ovary. I just wish I was one of you ladies on here, already pg. I feel so embarrassed right now. Do you feel I could still have a chance that I'm pregnant? I know the hpt I used were $dollar store test. So I'm going to take a digital one. I found out from website www.peeonastik.com says the name brand Equate hpt is better than clear blue easy or other tests. I'm still just a little over a week and a half before my period starts again. Should I tell my boyfriend I'm not, or go with that first pg test? Sorry for the long letter? I guess I was just venting.