So I found out about a couple of weeks ago that I'm pregnant. Me and my ex boyfriend just broke up a week before I found out I was pregnant. When i told him I was pregnant he was very mad and wanted me to get a abortion. He said it's the right thing to do because we aren't together. After a long debate about abortion I decided to keep the baby. Even though I'm going to be a single mother again. I just can't kill my baby. Yesterday I was very sick and I text him to let him know. And of course he didn't care. All he said was let me know hows the belly. I told him I guess I was kinda hoping for him to say I'm sorry, I hope u feel better. And all he text back was bye. I told him I'm just trying to make this peaceful between us. But its like he's insistin us being enemies. He said he don't care about me and the only reason I still exist to him its because of the baby. He keeps saying if only he could change time. He said all he wants me to tell him is my prenatal appointments. And we will be cool. In other words don't text him at all unless it has to do with my appointment dates. I just told him for now and on don't text me and I wont text u problem solved and he said agreed. It sucks things have to be this way between me and him. I hate it he doesn't want to be my friend. But if he doesn't want to be my friend what can I do :(
So I've been very strong and I don't text him anymore. He sometimes text me. Like on mother's day he text me happy mothers day. He checks up in me through text. Yest he text me what I'm I doing tom I asked him why and he said because he wants to come over and talk. He was texting me a lot yest like if I need anything to let him know etc. He didn't even want to stop texting me. Because I told him I was going to try and go to bed and he said well if you can't text me. He said goodnight and sent me a Smiley face. I have a strong feeling he wants to be with me again. I really hope he comes over today. So we can talk but with him you just never know. Sometimes he says he's going to do something and he doesn't do it. But I'm going to try and keep in mind if he wants to be with me, he will be with me. If he don't, he don't. I'm going to continue staying strong and not text him. What do you mommas think?
on May. 2, 2012 at 10:46 AM