I am 7 weeks pregnant w| our 4th pregnancy. We've had 2 miscarriages one w| twins. We found on easter we were pregnant.
At 1st I was over joyed so blessed because this is our miracle baby. But now I've gotten so sick I had to start IV therapy for severe morning sickness. I had to take medication so I could keep down even liquid.
This went from joyful- to missery. This should be THE happiest time of my life because we've wanted this baby so badly- but now I'm just so overwhelmed that I'm not even enjoying the process. :(
They gave me "B-calm" prenatals to help with nausea on top of a RX that I read up on that is used on chemotherapy patients to help with their sickness. (It's safe for baby that I know for a fact).
I've felt such guilt for this misery because like I said we've wanted another baby for so long. Our 1st and only is going to be 5 in October and has Autism. It's hard for me not to be able to hold him and play because I'm so weak and I'm on bedrest.
*sighs* I just had to vent. I got cursed out by my aunt because she can't concieve children and I was called "an ungreatful b#tch" while in the ER. My fiance had to ask her to leave. -_-
I'm high risk due to miscarriage and also a cardiac defect I was born with (pulmanary atrisia) I've had 3 open heart sugeries for and was supposed to have my 4th in August but that's before we knew about the baby.
I got medical clearence to give birth via c-section. But I'll need open heart surgery again 6 mnths after baby comes for a valve replacement.
I'm just so overwhelmed and feel such guilt for not being happy.
Anyone had rough pregnancy?