I am sixteen weeks 4 days with my second baby. I go to the doctor for reg ob appt on Monday (have had a ton). We tried for four years to get this baby-six failed IUI's and four failed IVF's all with no diagnosis. Now this happened on our own. Baby is fine, had ultrasounds, very healthy, etc. I just have this horrible feeling something terrible will happen. I remember feeling this way a little with my first-totally healthy full term baby boy, but nothing like this. I know the cause, is feeling it's too good to be true and something we wanted so long and were dissapointed so much, that I'm afraid to be let down. My doc keeps reassuring me, but I just feel like something bad will happen. Like I will go in and they will do an ultrasound on Monday and tell me my baby is dead or something. I can't say I have felt much movement, but I have a lot of scar tissue from my first c-section and the placenta is at the front of my uterus or something, so he had told me I might not feel movement as early as normal. I just feel panicked. I feel so great when I leave the appt and I'm hoping to find out the sex. My husband has been very supportive, but just feel like it's so morbid and I should just be ecstatically happy, not panicked all the time. Any kind words or just to know others have felt this way and their babies have been fine would be great.
Thanks and sorry so long,