so frustrated!!! i want this baby out now!!!! **need to vent**
its starting to feel like shes never actually gonna come, and im gonna be stuck being preggo for forever! and yes, i realize i still have two weeks before my due date, plus the 2 weeks she could go overdue, but we've been in and out of early labor so many times now im starting to lose track.... i get strong, close contractions for hours upon hours (contractions get to within 5 mins apart and are steady) and just when i think this is it, its time to call the dr ( they dont want u to call until they are 3 mins or ur water breaks) they slow down, and im a little more dialated at my next apt, and then friday night they FINALLY got to 3 mins, and by the time we got to the hospital they were 2 mins, i spent the night in L&D being monitored and pumped full of fluids, was told we would most likely be holding our little girl by early sat morning,but i only dialated to 3 cm. after being told to sleep and try to relax in hopes i would get that one more cm i needed for them to break my water or help in any way i still wasnt doing anything other than her slowly dropping more so they got me up and i walked the halls for over an hour and my contractions got so bad i could barely stand let alone walk thru them and the nurses thought for sure id be more dialated. so off i go hobbling back to my room to be hooked up to the monitors and get checked, still nothing, so they gave me a dose of stadol thinking i was tensing up too much to allow my cervix to change anymore and to knock me out to let my body do its thing,went through a couple hours of being in and out of consciousness and still nothing but slowed contractions , so i got sent home to stay on light bedrest until my appt thurs. most likely if i can get just that one more cm by then they can do something to help progress labor, but i just feel like complete shit, my whole body aches like ive been hit by a train....and to top it off im still having contractions, but not as strong as they were in L&D, just strong enough to make it hard to do anything......i just want to hold my little girl!!!!!