I'm new to this site but needed some encouraging thoughts. I first was pregnant in dec 2012 and at our first sono dec 21 no heartbeat was detected. I waited two weeks and had further sonograms done, there was no growth of our baby and still no heartbeat. In jan 2013 I had a D&C. Fast forward, I found out last week that I am pregnant again and very happy. I want to be as excited as the first time I found out I was pregnant but I'm still very nervous and scared. I'm scheduled for my first sonogram for this pregnancy on the 26th. I'm I not being a good person to not be as excited as the first? The waiting for the first sonogram just to hear the heartbeat is overwhelming. Even still knowing nothing is guaranteed in this life. I'm trying my hardest to stay strong in faith however I feel as if I'm slipping at times. Help!