so i have my u/s tonight and i realllllly want a boy. they said they will be able to accurately determine the gender tonight (im 15 weeks and some change) i feel like if its another girl i will be heart broken. i feel selfish and horrible about all of this. is it normal??? im lucky just to have a healthy baby why am i so cought up in the gender?? i keep telling myself i will be happy either way but then my feelings change back to just wanting a boy. i dont know...... has anyone else experienced this?