So just a recap I was told my internal cervix was open by 4mm by the ER. I had an appointment to verify this yesterday.
It seems to me that every time I go to an appointment some new bad news come up.
I was told that my cervix was closed and that it was looking great, the babys kidneys were fine and his heart strong...but then the DR stopped and sat me up.
She said that my amnionic fluid is dangerously low (my baby look squished in there)
she said that in her experience it never gets better but since the baby is only 14 weeks shes going to give my child another week and if there is no improvement we will have to decide wether to terminate my pregnancy or not.
Those were her exact words. As a first time mom that was told she would never have kids this is one of the moments where u dont know whether to curve in a ball or punch the dr in the face.
I of course went online and with my Largest sac measuring at 1.5CM (normal is 2.5 as per my obgyn) I am not ready to give up!
My babys heart is still pounding and I cannot just throw in the towel my heart says my baby has a chance so this morning after educating myself on the subject I have bought
1. Lots of gallons of water my goal is a gallon a day
2. pedialtye I had 1 L
3. Natural coconut water I had 1L
When I get home I will make myself a protein with water shake and keep drinking my gallon.
If any of you ladies have more advice or tips to better my chances of fluid for the sac let me know I want my baby to breath to run and play & im not ready to give up!!
I was told that I could not have children (God was on my side)
i was told my cervix would open more (God was on my side) its closed!
& now im told my baby does not have a fighting chance.....God will stand by us.