Im STILL hiding my pregnancy. Im going on 15 weeks... I just cant bring myself to tell my family for fear of being ostrasized and judged as being a complete and utter failure. I had ds 9 years ago with a long-time bf and he was a surprise. The relationship did not last long after he was born.... I moved on, got married to someone and had dd,almost 6 y/o. 2 years ago my ex hub left and he divorced me totally out of the blue... Custody litigation is still ongoing for dd... I moved on in my personal life,met a kind, loving man who worships me and am now engaged (he proposed about the same time I found out we were expecting). we are both super excited and this is DF first child..... So, ive told no one except a chosen few...my family are so incredibky judgemental and conservative that they will be appalled when they find out. I dont know how to break the news... I cant help but know ppl will judge and will feel ive just made another poor choice!! if only I could have controlled my own destiny!! The thing is Im a successful professional, no.one helps me physically or financially and I feel I have a right to be happy and move on... Help!! I truely want to find a way to ignore any opinions they may have and finally break the news..
on May. 23, 2013 at 7:54 PM