I'm 11 weeks 2 days this is my 3rd baby and I am TERRIFIED! My DS was born at 37 weeks weighing 10lbs, my DD was born at 36 weeks weighing 8lbs 13oz. and my pregnancy was horrible with her! I lost 15 lbs from being put on a diabetic diet because I was borderline gestational diabetic, I couldn't breathe at the end, my babies are so big and I have a short middle region that it pretty much smashes my lungs and I am MISERABLE! I'm so scared of going through all of that again. Both of my babies were born by emergency c-sections my DS because he was too big and I wasn't dilating i had a scheduled c-section, but when they gave me the epidural they gave me too much and I couldn't breathe and passed out. My DD was because she had stopped moving and her heart rate was 300 so they had to get her out immediately. It was just all so traumatic and I'm scared to go through that again! I guess what I'm feeling is normal, but dammit I'm scared!!! Sorry, had to get that out, DH just tells me I'm crazy and everything is gonna be ok, but I can't help but be freaked out!