For the first time when they told me at the hospital my baby's sugar was only 7, had a heart murmur and he wasn't reacting...I knew what it was like to feel like you might lose your child. I went numb and wouldn't let myself think or feel. I wouldn't think about him until I heard an update. The first day I held him when his sugar got up a little I wouldn't let myself attach to him. It was a horrible, fearful, dark feeling. When he was doing better I instantly attached to him. When they told me his heart sounded better it was like a ton of bricks was off of me and a dark cloud flew away. I feel so grateful my son is healthy and I feel so bad for parents that have ill kids/babies. I'm a blessed mama. Has anyone else had to go through this?