I'm a planner. I always have been. DH and I planned this pregnancy. I got off birth control and after 2 months we stopped preventing. After 10+ years on birth control, I expected it to take a little work to get pregnant but boom, I'm pregnant the next month. Fast forward to the present. I am 39 weeks and 1 day pregnant. I have no signs of the start of labor. I'm such a planner. I want to know when I'm having this baby so I can have everything ready. I hate the thought of having to have everything ready and just waiting. I want to know I am going to start labor on this day and she is going to come on this day. I want to know when I'll be able to go home. I want to know what size clothes she is going to need.
Is this natural? It's causing so much anxiety. I have stopped having sex with my DH for fear it will start labor before it's time. I lay awake at night just listening to my body for signs of labor. Am I crazy?