2 months after having baby number 4 I got pregnant with #5. That is a big number.. well for me it is anyways. 5 kids wow... ANYWHOS... lot of feelings going on. The first one... OMG my 2 month old is gonna be a BIG sister.....? I was/am upset. I feel like i am gonna miss out on her and she is gonna miss out on being close to me. Its almost like I feel bad for her. And to make me feel worse.. : (.... she is doing everything early :'( she is 10 months 8 days and has been walking for 2 and a half weeks... oooobbeeerrrr cute tho lol. And #2..... i know we cant comfortably take care of 6 kids... and we are gonna cut the number at 5... i signed the paper work already to have tubes tied... but it saddens me......? No more babies for me, no more 3 am snuggles. (Is it funny im staring to cry as i continue writing this now lol ugh pregnant girl problems!) No more baby smell ugh breaks my heart.
on Dec. 6, 2013 at 12:57 AM