Is it wrong of me to wish I hadn't gotten pregnant and to not want to be pregnant anymore?
I don't want to go into full detail but I'll say this.
I've been miserable the entire time ive been pregnant I'm almost 17 weeks. I'm constantly sick and in pain. I dry heave instead of throw up 'cause I can't keep anything down when I am able to eat. My boyfriend makes foods he knows the smell of makes me vomit. I've had a constant head ache and back pain and cosotchondritis.My depression has gotten so bad and I don't have anyone to talk to about it and I don't want to be put on medication for it. I hate life. I hate being pregnant. I'm just practically numb emotionally. The only thing I feel is sad.
I regret ever getting pregnant and wish I wasnt pregnant. Maybe I'd be able to deal with it later on in life but not right now. I'm only 18. My whole life is gonna be different and I'm not ready for that. I know there's nothing I can do about it now. I can't go back and keep myself from getting pregnant and abortion was never an option. (I would never have children if I got an abortion. I'd feel too guilty that I hadnt given the baby I aborted a chance at life but am giving another a chance). And I wouldn't give it up for adoption. My boyfriend says I can run away if I want and he'll tell our baby I died or something. But I could never do that to my child. I'm of course going to suck it up and be the mother I'll need to be.
But I was just wonder is it normal to feel like this? To wish I hadnt gotten pregnant?