My last 3 babies I was SO excited and happy and.connected to my babies as soon as we found out we were expecting. This time though I feel no excitement no connection nothing and I will be 12 weeks Saturday. This baby just freaks me out. I have tried talking to DH but he just brushes it off saying it will come. I'm not so sure. This baby was unplanned and our youngest is a CHD baby who we almost lost and her stuff is still so stressful (shes only 9 months). I'm terrified of another CHD baby I can't handle it all again and our odds were 1 in 100 before her but are now 1 in 20. I'm to a point where I almost wonder if I need to talk to my midwife about this. Every time I really think about it all I just want to cry. I feel so lost idk what to do. To top it off I'm constantly so sick I feel useless around the house because.not much is getting done.
Has anyone else felt like this or feel like this?
on May. 7, 2014 at 5:50 PM