Now I understand it's for the best for my son and everything so don't take this the wrong way. I just can't stand being locked away in a room away from my husband and 5 yr old daughter. I've only been back for going on 5 days but just knowing I don't get to be around them all the time like before is really bringing me down. Its even gotten to.the point where I regret getting pregnant and feel like I've abandoned daughter.
I see all these people leave the hospital everyday with their husbands and baby's and I can't help but feel bitter because I won't be able to.do that for months. And even when I do get discharged after having my son I won't be able to leave.with him for another month or so. Its just so unfair. I hate this so much!!