After much thought I have decided to sign my rights over to these babies to their father once they are born, I really want to adopt them out...but he won't let that happen. ...I wish I would have done alot if things different in the beginning of this pregnancy but it is what it is now. I am very depressed....everyday...every day I wake up wishing I was not pregnant. ...ive never felt this way any pregnancy but its the truth and I feel horrible for saying it....I dont leave my house...hardly ever unless its absolutely necessary I dont want visitors and I dont want anyone to see me....I was feeling a little different awhile ago...in the beginning of it all...now not so much. I still haven't told anyone but very few...and when they talk about it I get very upset. My ex even posted my ultrasound pics on Facebook last night cause we are fighting and hes dumb.....half of my family doesn't even know and hes posting all over Facebook! !! I wish I could feel better about all this... not so depressed everyday....its exhausting. Please no negative comments. ..dont really need that on top of everything else.
on Aug. 7, 2014 at 6:03 PM