I am SO upset. I am not really that angry, but I am at the same time. reason? my hubby is POed for some reason. and I am positive it has to do with me since he wont SPEAK to me (he always gived the silent treatment) I let the fart sleep in til 11, and he gets up and is immediatly in a bad mood (he went to bed in a bad mood too) The only reason I can thing of is becasue I didnt get the house clean like I said I would yesterday, but he was home, he knows how busy I was. I was stinking busy all day (he is studing for finals, I dont even want him to help except with taking out the trash!) Yes, after I was working most the day I sat down and barely moved the rest of the day. Reason? PAIN. is there another way to say to more graphically tell you how horrible I felt? I could barely walk to the bathroom to pee. Yikes. it was horrible. when I went to tuck in the boys UPstairs.. oh man, I thought I was going to die! And going to bed is supposed to help you relax.. but not only was I going to bed knowing my hubby was POed, but I could not move without extream pain shooting through my body!
My hubby knows that I have problems with my hips when I am PG. That is just the way my body acts when I get to a certain place in pregnancy. Most of the time I can work THROUGH it and I am okay, hurting, but ok. But yesterday was a worse pain than usual. I hurt SO bad. I even took some meds! And I guess you have to know then that I DONT take meds... I take nothing but Advil after having my kids, just cause I DONT want to take meds. I have always hated meds. I aviod them at all costs. But last night I was frustrated with myself that I told my dr not to prescribe me anything cause I wouldnt take them! GRR, NOW I want them. I STILL hurt from yesterday. I am thinking of calling up my dr and seeing if I can get them.
I am just so frustrated that there is NOTHING I can do to CHANGE that I hurt so bad, but he is still POed about what DIDNT get done yesterday (I did get alot of things done, just not the visible cleaning of the house.) He has a test tonight and I can just BET that he will go home (I am at work) and clean the house instead of study. I told him to just leave it alone, but I doubt he will listen. If he DOESNT do it, YES it WILL be done by the time he gets home from his test tonight, it wont take long, it is just stuff that is really hard on me when I hurt, Like sweeping and moping. it HURTS to do that when your hips hurt!
I am sorry to vent on all of you. You are the only ones I can really talk to about this right now! Thank you!
on Mar. 21, 2007 at 4:35 PM