everytime i see or hear about a birth, it's a chick n her partner or mom or friend or whatev. has anyone gone to the hospital alone n not had a hand to hold? this whole pregnancy, i've been telling everyone i didn't wanna be bothered for birth n it's my delivery anyway. but everyone's still on my ass. some rude, some polite n desperate. like my cousins n aunts wanna go cause they think it'll be funny. my mother in law wants to go n take pics cause she wants to be super involved w/ this baby. i understand n appreciate that, but i still don't want her or anyone else there. my bf isn't too concerned. i know if he goes he's just gonna use the experience to make fun of me anyways. (he's really immature like that) so while i was in the shower i came up w/ a plan at random. i have no car or money so i was stuck having to get a ride from someone n of course everyone has a cell phone n will call n tell the world. so i'm just not gonna tell anyone when i go into labour. i know that's kinda drastic, but no one seems to care about my wishes.i'm gonna call a cab to take me. i'll go over what's on my debit card, but i'll worry about that later. if my bf asks where i'm going, i'll sneak my hospital bag out n say a friend's picking me up. what do you think?
My Ivy is due October 18
on Sep. 2, 2007 at 5:10 AM