I was married at 15 to my husband we have now celebrated forty years of marriage.I am a mom to four kids, two boys two girls. We have five grandsons, three we see daily,two we haven't seen in four years. we have one grand daughter who we haven;t seen in five years. We love our children we brought them up in church but they make their choices now and for a time they have made very bad choices. But I stand on Gods promise I brought them up right and some day they will return to the right. I suffer from depression,take meds for that. I am a very lonely person at he same time i never have a moment to my self. I do every thing for every body but nothing for my self. It matters to me to keep everybody around me happy but I never matter to any body. As long as I am doing for some body then its like I should be happy. I like a friend that wants to talk to me to trust me because I am one to trust anybody until they prove them selves not to deserve that trust then I just don;t  forgive them when they break the trust. I don;t say I'm sorry just to be saying it. If I say I'm sorry I mean I feel I am sorry for what ever the reason. I don't just throw out I'm sorry like it is a word it means a lot to me when somebody says I'm sorry it means they care for my feelings. I hope to make friends here. I am opinionated I feel like it is my right to have my own opinion. People don't have to like my opinion but I have just as much right to my opinion as any one has too theirs. an opinion is not a JUDGEMENT. God does the Judging I have the opinion not the Judging. I hope to meat friends not drama queens but some drama queens are fun to play around with just to watch them fizzle......Hope to meet you....Nina