I was born into a crazy family..raised by a single unique mom.My father was in the picture throughout and we are close.Moms are important but, not all get along. My mother loved everyone, especially her 4 children. I have 3 brothers.I always knew my mom was ,no doubt going to die young and I lived in fear. She had no illnesses..until breast cancer took her at 54. I died along with....I begged her to give me a sign ..let me know ..when she went to Heaven..??she was ok. She did in her way through a dream. She and my father loved (dad still here)unconditionally. He married a wonderful woman who got along well with her in many ways..I think both were similiar.I am close to he and my stmom.I went (out of hgh school) into the AIR FORCE..met and in 6 months married a guy because he reminded me and was from close to where I had come from in Pa. Plus he liked Led ZEPLOLOLOLOLOLOI left after my first boy was 2..came home..went out of my freedom starved mind..married a sociopathic drug doing women beating blah blah....Left had a son at 34(first at 20 was easier) this one ....really no!! he is autistic..a gift..a handful..etc.left his dad and have been raising another on my own.My oldest 24..youngest (last one I swear)10.I had my Casey by himself for 13 years, never to have another incase something happened....I would follow him like that!!Now having two,I must stay around even if something God forbid....for the other one.LOVE& LIVE4 BOTH BOYS.My life is theirs..please I have other interest,reading,friends(best one's son drowned when just a teenager..where my fear stems from..always had it but....)