I had absolutely NO idea that  my entire being was wrapped around my son's life. Until he was killed by a drunk driver. I had a typically normal family, as normal as it could be with my only child being a teenage boy.  I truly thought I had total control of everything in my life, great job, great husband, great kid and my surroundings and our home in the safest place in America... . I still haven't been able to wrap my brain around the fact that person I love so much and unconditionally is gone from this earth. My son was my reason, my sunshine, my breath of fresh air. He made my life successful..He always said to me "I Love You Momma" Your forever in my heart "Ricky"