top ten things you should know about me...

1~ I'm going thru a divorce right now... never thought that this would be my life... but I'm a strong woman and I'll pull thru this... luckily it's a mutual decision... It's not easy... How odd is it that I can feel lonely when I'm living with a family of 7 plus my son...?

2~I'm the mother to a 4 year old boy named Coen... He is my entire life. He's made me the person I am today and he is literally my best friend... He honestly saved my life... cleaned me up off of drugs and after a while off of alcohol...

3~ I'd die without my mom being so close to me! she's one of my closest friends and closest confidant... more of a friend than a mom and we like it that way! some times this causes issues though... we definitely have an odd relationship... but really, who wants to be normal!! haha

4~ i'm terrified of clowns! not just clowns but any adult dressed up in a jolly costume... oddly enough i'm not scared so Santas or Easter Bunnies though... weird! even happy clowns... sadly i won't be taking Coen to the circus ANY TIME SOON!! haha

5~If i could, I'd send the entire day at home!!! doing nothing but relaxing or doing house work!!! hahaha OK maybe a little TV... but that's it! oh and cuddling is the cure for almost anything!!

6~ I could live off of Italian food, Indian food, and Chinese food... i hate dieting! carbs are my friend!!! BUT!! I'm working out though so I can get back in shape...

7~ I'm terrified of change... part of that comes with me having OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder). i like schedules and organization and cleanliness... i can spend all day cleaning house and never feel like I'm finished... I'm learning to curb it though...

8~ i can't tan to save my life! seriously I'm in a permanent state of pale... i blend in with snow! not a good thing in Utah!!! haha

9~ i love my friends just like they're family! my family isn't very close knit but my in-laws are... it's a weird transition! my friends are my family...

10~ i hate doing my hair and makeup but i hate leaving the house without makeup even more! haha I'm not a girl who likes to primp, but i like looking good so i have to primp... haha it's a vicious cycle!!

Extra tidbit!! I'M A HARRY POTTER FANATIC!!! I'm part of a Harry Potter group on CafeMom and to no surprise I've been put into SLYTHERIN! I was chosen for the Quad Wizard Tournament in on of the groups! It's a Quad (not like a Tri in the books/movies) because the 4 houses are competing against each other instead of 3 schools! AND I WON IN AUGUST 08!!