I am a first time mom with a little boy. I am going through a divorce and it is really hard on me. But I know I am a strong enough person that I will make it through for me and my son. I would do anything for that little guy.
I agree. It's a scary feeling though b/c I miss my old self. I don't really like who I've become and even though we are still together, a little part of me hates him for doing this to me and that keeps a wedge between us but it's just really hard to get past it all.
It was the same with me. I mean we had our share of problems but he was always the one I went to when I needed someone. And then I couldn't go to him about this b/c he did it to me...it's just a really hard thing to deal with and I am still waiting on some of the old me to come back...idk though, I fear that I will never be the same again.