I am a first time mother. I am 22 years old and I have been married for 1 year. My daughter is the love of my life. I had twins but Ashlyn ( Alisha's Sister ) died at 8 days old. If it wasn't for my faith in God and pray and knowing that I had another child that depened on me i would not have made it.  I would give anything to have Ashlyn back, but i understand that God had a purpose for her life, and I know that purpose. That is what gives me peace and knowing that i will see her again one day means more to me than anything.