I have two children who are the pride and joy of my life, i wake up every morning with a smile on my face because they are in my life.  I am a new mom to having two children. I had my first child 10years ago at a young age and was happy, but now that i have two children and i am much older I actually I think i appreciate him more now and wish i could go back and do it all over with him again, just to experience his early years. I also remember being afraid that i would love one more then the other but that never happened i love them both the same and both more then each other in different ways, is that strange? My kids are my life and i never knew until i had both of them what it meant to feel like i do because i have my family.