I am a survivor of domestic Violence. I am going through my 2nd divorce. I love my 4 girls but feel like I am going insane slowly LOL. I am easy going. I love to sing and I love to talk. oh my humor can be a little warped. I love volleyball watching or playing! Alot of times I feel like I am standing in world full of people all alone.
This is a poem I wrote when I was with my Ex
Slowly my mind is drifting away
Your puppet I become with each day
Afraid one word will cause a fight
I swallow my pride and shut my eyes tight
Please give me a day without fear
Just a day when I don't shed a tear
Your control increases as I let go
How much I fear you , I can't show
Every night I pray I won't wake
Wanting to live I just can't fake
Trapped in a place where I can't be me
Living with someone where I'd never be free
Your possessiveness slowly taking its toll
There is no more love only control
A shadow of what I once used to be
The woman you want I could never be
I have to get out I have to try
Because if I don't I know I'll die
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