Hi,my name is Trish,

        I am 40 years old and I have 3 great kids and 1 surprisingly on the way. My oldest Brandon is 20,Chris is 19 and my daughter Ashley is 16. I have been divorced since 1994 and have raised my children as both mom and dad since then. I had an unexpected surprise and I am carrying my sweet little Sarah Due July 7,
        I have a permanent order of protection against my ex and he has simply disappeared to avoid paying child support. I was in a wonderful relationship for 3 years, for some reason (of which I know now) we fell away from each other romantically about a year ago. Ironically we saw each other at Walmart one day and decided to have coffee and one thing led to another and we had relations that led to the sweetie I am carrying now. After our encounter he told me that the reason he fell away from me was because he found out that he had cancer and it was terminal. Sadly he passed away in February of this year. I never had the right moment to let him know that I was pregnant because he was so sick. I'm sure he is watching down and keeping us all safe. I actually have had 5 children. I have 2 sweet baby girls that died as infants, they are buried next to each other in Oakbrook,Illinois. Rachael was born and lived for 74 hours and passed away due to being premature. Brittany was stillborn,she passed away due to kidney failure. I can't believe that after 16 years I am going back to the diaper scene. I don't mind though and my kids are thrilled.