Hi! im a mom of 2 boys, with a stepson and a new baby on the way. i have 3 months till this baby comes and im scared to death about a hundred different things but mostly how am i going to provide for all these kids??? my baby's dad doesnt work and i make minimum wage, after the baby comes im not planning on going back to work for a long while because who else is going to take care of everyone and i plan on breast feeding. everyday im closer to my due date i can't help but shake and cry with fear and anxiety!! i have no one to talk to about how i feel and when i try talking to my boy friend( my baby's daddy) his reply is always the same, "shut up" or "stop". i feel so utterly alone. i really envey moms who have moms and families that are there for them, wish i could experience the pleasure of being close to someone, well besides my kids!

-morgan

morgan.nunya@yahoo.com