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    I've been a party girl all my life. All about getting in trouble, doing things I'm not supposed to and of course getting away with it all. I've only ever hung out with boys, brings less drama that way. My life in short? Sex, Drugs & Rock n Roll. I've died from a drug overdose. I've had alcohol poisoning. And before I was pregnant, I was stoned for 8 months straight, every day. Started smoking weed when I was 13 and haven't stopped really. I've had no job, no life, living under my boyfriends parents house (aka the party house) and have pretty much been doing whatever I want, whenver I want. Never sleeping, eating, or caring. Stealing, drinking, smoking, and dying. You're reading this and thinking that I am going to be a terrible mom. Well, you're wrong. I've been sober now since January 22, yes it took me a while to do so, but I'm sober. No parties, no drugs, nothing. I'm going to college, my boyfriend finally has a job. And I'm alive.  And I never thought I would live to see 20, and I know that I will now because of my little angel, Cylas Anthony Flatt. Yes, I have gone through a lot in my life, hell my son's middle name comes from my friend who died this summer in a drunk driving accident before he even hit the age of 20. Sad thing is, he wasn't the only one of my friends to have died this summer. Go a head and judge me for the things I have done in my life. But I'm happy, have found peace, and now have a reason to live. I love my son. Peace.

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    Once the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.
    August 13, 2012 at 7:54 PM
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    Can't sleep /: Barely eaten all day. Haven't even gotten out of bed. Wanting to go to my moms house /:
    May 12, 2012 at 2:16 AM
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    If your going to judge me for my past, then obviously I am the bigger person.
    April 18, 2012 at 8:47 PM
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      katiebeth1821 I have a friend who did the same things.She has two kids and is a great mom. June 22, 2012 at 2:51 PM
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    It's almost 8 o'clock at night and my boyfriend has spent 10 mins with me on his DAY OFF. Now that I'm pregnant he wants nothing to do with me? NOW he'd rather hang with the boys? I'm dealing with my first pregnancy by myself. Fucking awesome!
    February 27, 2012 at 10:52 PM
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      katiebeth1821 that sucks boys can be hard to deal with. dont let it get to you keep yourself busy with baby stuff like getting things ready. Hope things get better for you June 22, 2012 at 2:52 PM
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      Iron_Beauty Seen this while visiting your page - its rough, I had the same issue. DH wanted nothing to do with me while I was pregnant. Sometimes guys get kind of freaked out by the pregnancy. Try talking to him and let him know how you feel, but dont point fingers. best of luck. :) January 23, 2013 at 6:22 AM
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    tianna555 wrote at 7:53 AM on Jun. 24 , 2013

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    Hi, I read your post, a lot of girl do what you had done, but at the end, you find the right way, you are so lucky to have this great change into your life, a lot of girls know that what they do is not right, but they go on the wrong way...I respect what you have done so far...have a wonderful day...

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