*sigh* well, for 20 yrs I've always said I never wanted kids.  Somehow I knew this would never change.  But on my 34th bday (just recently) I was thinking about wanting a kid.  My husband is always 50/50 on the whole kid idea, and he knew my stance on it.  No pressure. 

Now, I just feel I'm ready to have a kid.  I'm 34 y/o *older*, happier in my life, disgustingly happy in my marriage.  We've been married 2 yrs as of Nov 3rd, and we've been together for 5 yrs.  But the only thing that could be a roadblock is the fact that when i was 18 y/o, i was diagosed w/ PCOS.  So i never gave it a moments thought and did nothing about it.  Now that i want to be a mom, i just hope i didn't screw up my chances.  Only time will tell.