I am the mom of four children two with high special needs a little girl with attitude. I am attending college to give my children a better life than I had. 2 of my sons are Autistic and the statistics are true it is a silent illness. I am trying my best with all the doctor they see and know I have health issues and only God knows how this will turn out. I am tired of being in pain all the time. I hope everything turns out okay. Time will tell. My marriage has come to a stand still I think he has a girlfriend and is trying to move out slowly I wish he would just get it over with.