I have been waiting to get married for a long time now, waiting to finnaly be able to slip on my own pair of wedding shoes, I have a little girl by the same man who I've stayed faithful to and loved for 6 years.
My hope is that he will see that I am not to be taken for granted and that I could be somewhere lse if I wanted to, but I don't want to. Hopefully he appreciates it and asks me to marry him.
Sometimes I just feel like it will never happen and it gets me down, I feel like I have noone to talk to, I need to write in a journal or something.
He and I really don't argue, we enjoy caring for our child together, he takes me out, we enjoy the same activities, I even have become a Football fan because of him and really get a kick out of sharing the things he likes.
Should I just be content to have a loyal man? Or should I press for a ring on my finger? Maybe I should write out my feelings for him and show him in writing, they always come out better than my spoken words. I Love You Lee! Can we do the unthinkable? :)