I am 24 years old and live in Boalsburg, Pennsylvania. I had a baby named Isaiah and his father killed him at the age of 3 months old. I found out two days after he died I was pregnant again. It's funny how you think that your life has changed for the better and in the matter of seconds it comes crumbling down around you. Isaiah would have been 5 years old this June and I still miss him so bad. I like to think that he was my guardian Angel and that he was sent here to show me what my ex was really like before he harmed me in some way. God may have taken one son but he gave me another beautiful son named Jayden in May of 2004 he just turned 4 years old. I also have a step-daughter named Marissa she trned 4 in August. I am currently with the greatest guy in the world. His name is Adam he has helped me through my tough time and he treats my son as though he is his own. I like to think of him as my other guardian angel.We have been going strong for 4 years. We have had to face so many obstacles in our young lives and I don't think we would have made them through if we didn't have each other, we take everything day by day because in our crazy lives we never know what's going to happen next. There were times we did everything in our power to make everything work but that just didn't happen. But we kept on plugging at it and finally I think we have reached where we want to be in life.We have a great place to live, awesome kids, great friends and each other and that's really all we need. All of the things that happened in the past had really tested my faith for awhile it was hard to grasp and to continue having faith, I just needed some time to put all the pieces together and to realize that everything really does happen for a reason, and that things may have been rough for awhile but God always some way made them better. Here is one of my favorite quotes that keep me going when things go badly: ♥~As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.~♥