i am due to have my first baby (A girl so excited) on may 18Th. i was adopted. I'm going to be a single mom to my baby her daddy decided to do other things with his life. and its going to be really hard. i turn 20 in July. i love my mom and sister. they have been my main support through out this pregnancy and i really hope i have this baby on time due to my mom having surgery on the 23rd. she had breast cancer for the second time. my poor mommy. i feel bad for her. but her chemos done so that's good. i didn't get along with my family till i was pregnant. and its changed my whole life and view on life as well.... i was going about life like on your not my parents and all of that but when i got pregnant i realized they adopted me because they love me and wanted to raise me. they have been great parents and i don't know why i didn't see that until i was going to have my own baby.  i cant wait to hold my addelyn grace for the first time and give her a big kiss.