alleyrat214

Mother of 1 kid(s)
Location: coastal Maine
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Last Login: 08/29/14

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    hi . im 20 years old , turning 21 in apr of this year ('14) . i have a dd thats turned 2 in december ('13) and she's my whole world . i am not still with her biological father . i left him when she was 7 months old . i currently have a PFA on him and he cant have any contsct with me for 2 years , and only has visits with our daughter for 4 hours on wednesdays and 24 hours saturdays into sundays . i feel nervous and anxious when shes over there for any amount of time ! he has bad anger issues and thats not even the half of it . i live on the coast of Maine in a little tourist trap town and its absolutely beautiful here . i grew up more inland though in a huge city , so sometimes being in this little seasonal town , i start to feel claustrophobic when looking for a job because i havent gotten a license yet . (couldnt afford drivers ed in high school) . i live with my amazing bf (we have been together since 4/11/13) , who has been here for me since i left my ex and his abuisiveness towards me . my bf was also my first love in high school . he means the world to me . he is right now the solid provider , because i dont have a job , (it was seasonal which sucks) , and he adores and loves my daughter as if she was his . he has no problem buying her diapers and wipes or laying her down if im cleaning up after her . im truelly blessed to have him and my dd in my life .my dd and i are beyond blessed to have him !

    right now im in the beginning stages of a custody fight . i have mediation in may . ive always thought of custody battles as treating a child like property but lately ive come to realize that its not that way . i need to do this for my little girl , for her safety and a little piece of mind for me would be good too :/ 

    for the record , i dont know anyone who has a cafemom page . i found this site almost a year ago on my own .

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