Updated April 2009:
We are pregnant with our second child.  We are now at 16 weeks pregnant.  I feel that this child will be able to come home with us...  I am wanting to do a natural water birth in September...  I want to do the best for my child, and I feel that this would be the best way to deliver for me and the baby...  I hope that everything stays low risk for this pregnancy so that I can do this water birth...  I worry every day about this baby, but I know I will be okay no matter what happens...  I am taking each day one day at a time.  I cherish every moment I have.  I am using a Doppler so that I can listen to the baby's heartbeat whenever I feel like it...  I love listening to the baby...  I can not wait until I feel the baby moving and kicking...  I could have sworn that I felt something a week or so ago, but it was weird and I haven't felt it lately...  The only way to describe it would be that it feel like something flipped over, it was really weird though....  DH has just been able to feel where the baby is now.  My uterus now is over my pubic bone, so he was able to hold his hand there and feel that the baby is getting bigger and stronger, and soon he will feel the baby move, which he will LOVE!  :)  He is so excited...  :)  Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers.....  Everyday, I thank God for our healthy baby....  I can't wait to meet them...  :)

Some things you should know. (Written in September 2007)

I am not pregnant right now. I lost my first child on January 13, 2007. The due date was on August 10, 2007. I would love to help any who are going through the tragedy of losing a child. I know it is hard, the pain never goes away, it just dulls.

If you say something and I cry, don't worry, don't feel bad, you didn't make me cry, you just have said or done something that told me it is okay to cry, that you understand and you are there. So it is not bad if I cry.....

I am very sensitive right now.... I am having a hard time getting closer to my due date, but that is just going to happen. If I seem overly sensitive, I won't apologize, that is just how I am now.... After going through the loss of a child, I would think that that is my right at this point.

I love to talk to people and make new friends, especially ones who have gone through miscarriages. They just understand me better at this time.... But I will be friends with anyone...

I hope that going through this, I can someday help others who are unfortunate enough to go through this and be a part of this seldom talked about "secret" club. You don't even know it's here until you are a member, and then you wonder how you missed it....

I don't know.... Ask questions and I will try to answer.... Please tread softly though, I am still very tender about certain things, but I will try to not be so tender.....

Thanks for reading a little about me...

Feel free to visit me on My Space, just ask me for the link information, and also at My Yearbook at the following link: http://www.myyearbook.com/tiffaneydeamicis