Hi, my name is Kesley, or Kes. ;]
I'm only seventeen years old.
I've been married for a year and a half, now.
I also have an 8 month old.
I'm not your average teenaged mother. I can promise you that. ;]
I love being a mother, more than anything. I wouldn't change it for the world.
I look at life, the same as I did before I got pregnant, (minus the spazzy-ness and immaturity) But with a baby on my hip.
And, I love it!
I never have to remind myself, that everything is still fun and worthwhile.
I never/refuse to look at motherhood like it's a chore.
My husband and I own our own home, in a nice neighborhood. We both have jobs. He works full-time and I work part-time. I can't stand to be away from my little girl that long, so I cannot work full time.
I have a lot of help from my mother still. She watches my daughter, while I go to work. She'll also keep her whenever I need a break. My mother loves her to an unreal extent.
My daughter has Iris and Aretna Coloboma. She has a hard time seeing, sometimes. Were currently covering one of her eye with a patch, to atempt to make her bad eye stronger.
It breaks my heart, tremendously.
But, I know, that there isn't nothing I could have done more to have not let this happen.
Her Doctor believes that she'll still be able to ride a bicycle and play with other children, but, just with a little more effort.
If I could give up both my eyes, just so that she could see each day, for the rest of her life, without any difficulties...I'd do it in a heatbeat.
She's already shown me all I need, for the rest of my life. She's my world. I love her, more than anything in this existance. =)