My name is Tonya.  I am a SAHM, have been since my first child was born 18 years ago. Been married just as long.  I had my first child at 16, and have kids ever since. I have 7 children, one of which is in Heaven with Jesus now.  They are my life!  Without them I wouldn't have a life.

  My kids are 18, 16, 12, 8, 4, and 8 months.  Had Payton survived she would be about 2 years.  (These are 'estimated' ages, cause most of them have birthdays coming up REALLY soon!)

  I hate to cook, and hate to clean but I clean all day cause I cant stand a dirty house. I hate to vacuum but I still do that at least 3 times a day.  Sometimes more cause I cant stand a dirty floor.  It seems the things I hate, I tend to do more than the things I love!  Which is sad.  

  I dont hardly ever spend time for myself.  Which I should cause I really need it.  

  I vaccinate, use disposable diapers, circumcise, and bottle feed, but NOT against breastfeeding at all, just didn't work for me. My life isn't easy, by any means, but I make do of it.  It seems I am never happy, which is something I have grown accustom too.   Just live life day by day and go with what happens cause I have no choice.  

  Not really much to me, never has been never will be, but if you want to know anything else, just ask!!