I guess I'm just looking for an outlet. I don't have any friends who are moms and I don't think my friends really understand how my life has changed. I think they are almost afraid. I feel bad for my son. He doesn't go to daycare and since I know no one with smaller children, he hasn't been around kids all that much. I get upset with the thought of sending him to daycare. I don't know if it's part attachment and part feeling like someone else will be trying to raise my son. I guess I wish we would've sent him there sooner. But I love my guys more than anything and we have so much fun together. I guess that's all that matters...