I am 30 years old and married to my high school sweetheart.We just had our 10 year wedding anniversary in Nov. My girls were all born in 4 years and I had my tubes cut and tied after our third was born. 4 years after we decided to have another one so I had a tubal reversal shortly after that I had an epotic. A year ago at christmas is when I went in and there was no heartbeat for our second baby that is not with us. So after 9 surgeries in 4 years and 2 babies gone we are expecting #4 in June. very excited and still very nervous. I cant seem to get as excited as I was with the girls. I feel when I do something will happen.But,I am doing everything I can even if it means lying in bed for the rest of time.