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    • Girl Samantha 6 years old
    • Jackson Jackson 8 years old
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    bad day today

    by conradsgirl5 posted at 9:12 PM on Dec. 4 , 2008

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    My reason to be on "Cafemom"-

    I feel the need to connect with people who know how I feel. People that know what I'm talking about. People that understand.

    My story- I am 26 years old and have been married for 4 years (Nov. 25). We decided to stop birth control and try for a baby before we were even married, but we stopped the day after our wedding. Finally in October the "test" read positive! I didn't know what to do first! I was sooooo excited! My husband was at way to call him. So I called my mom, she was speechless. I left the stick on the back of the toilet thinking my hubby would see go. He noticed the box first. It took him a little bit longer to show how he felt about our new addititon quickly forming.....we thought. Our first ultrasound came up....10 weeks. I'll probably forget the date but I'll never forget the day. "I'm sorry, but the news isn't going to be good today".  I was crushed, I cried uncontrollably. He kept looking and kept looking. I just wanted to die, to crawl away, to disappear. I didn't want to believe it. This was the worst news yet I had that "feeling". I knew from day one that something wasn't right, I just convinced myself I was just a nervous first time mom. I don't think I've ever felt such loss before.


    May 2009 ~ pregnant again!! I'm feeling really good about this pregnancy and its been going really well. The baby is healthy and hopefully happy in its little womb.

    ***UPDATE AGAIN***

    I've been with Cafemom for 2 almost 3 years now. After having my son Feb. 09 I stopped logging in so much because things quickly became HECTIC!! lol Now we're having another little addition, Samantha. She will be joining us Apr. 11!

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