It will take you awhile i'm sure to be feeling better. It still hurts when I think about it. but its been almost 2 years. I will never forget about it but the pain will effentually be easier over time. I will be praying for you and if you ever need someone to talk to i'm always here. I went through alittle bit of depression too. At the time my husband was in MOS school so it made it even worse being away from him.