I am a very confused woman these days. I used to be so confident in myself and my abilities. I used to think that I could do anything and everything. Now I feel like I am lost in this world. I used to think I knew where my life was going. Now I don't have a clue. I thought I knew who I was. Now I look in the mirror and wonder. I question myself every day. Am I doing what is right? Will everything work out? Am I a good wife? A competent mother? Just about the only thing I do know is that I love my husband and my sweet little baby girl more than I could ever imagine. My family is the most important thing ever to me. I want to be the best wife and mother that I can possibly be. I will do whatever I need to do to make that happen.

My husband is trying to get back into the Army and go active duty this time. Hopefully the paperwork will go through quickly and we can get this ball rolling.