Hi, im genesse and ttc. I have been trying for a year and sometimes i get discouraged, but by the grace of god, i know my dream of being a mother will come true. i was looking for a site to get some encouragement and i found this one, and i appreciate all your advice and wish everryone the best. anytime anyone has any advice for me, please feel free to tell me, i need all help i can get. I am happily married and very content with my life. I have 2 stepchildren that come here on holidays and the summer, all the children at my church are crazy about me(and the feelings mutual), all my nieces and nephews say im the favorite, i know i would be a great mother and im praying for the chance. Since i was a virgin until i got married at 34, i feel that i waited too late. But pray with me and baby dust to you all. Update:: I'm pregnant!!!!!!!! baby boy, 6 months old. another update: 2 kids now with one on the way, and they said i couldnt have any kids.